Ruined my life part 3

Today, I confessed to a friend what I was going through. He was so supportive. I was impressed too. We prayed together. I felt better, and I feel that we as humans must try to not despair. Life is uncertain, sometimes you commit mistakes you regret deeply later and/or sometimes something bad happens to you, and you wonder why because you have been such a good person. You know it is all part of our role here in this world. I am slowly gaining strength.