Ruined my life part 4

I feel as if my heart is slowly nursing back to health. I still feel despair and sadness, but I must be strong. I have to do what’s right. Every time, I think about it. I feel as if God is protecting me, and guiding me to do what’s right. We cannot simply ignore our mistakes, and what we did. We need to be truthful, and try to fix things. Fix things because it is what is right, not because of any gain or benefit to us, except our repentance.