I think despite the fact that my heart is healing. I am scared to confess what I’ve done to my family, and to look for forgiveness to the people I have hurt. I know it’s was right, and that I should do it regardless of the outcome. I’ve been praying for strength and wisdom almost every day. I hope that people understand. I am not perfect. I am flawed. I was selfish, but I don’t want to be that anymore. I want to live my life toward the good. It is a difficult objective, but I believe there’s enough hate and suffering already. I think it is time to do what’s right.
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I can relate to this so much. Stay strong.
In order to live fully, you have to forgive yourself. You can’t allow your past mistakes to cloud your judgement. If you were speaking to someone else, hearing about them doing to others what you have done, would you recommend this ending for them?
I’ll prefer shake hands and forgiveness. We have to forgive and move on. It is what’s right. Certainly, I wish that those that hurt the others learned their lesson deeply, and don’t do it again.
I keep thinking of your words “forgive yourself”.