It’s funny how everything in life seems so pointless when ultimately you die. I’ve become so detached from life that I rarely feel anything anymore. I want to feel alive and happy like I used to where I could smile and have reason to. I’ve lost my job, friends, family and even my girlfriend. I am a pathetic failure with no success in my life. I used to believe that there is something good in this world, that there is a God who loves us and protects us, that human decency will prevail. I was wrong…so wrong. This depression has taken away more years of my life then I can count. I want the pain to stop for someone to just tell me that they are gonna be there for me. Im tired of people being ugly to each other over the stupidest trivial bullshit. It seems to me that people are so self absorbed that they can barely tell when someone really needs help. Someone please just put me out of my misery.
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i give this advice to alot of people but have you ever tried weed?
You sound like a gentle and fair person. I understand that you’re in pain. Successful or not, nobody is a failure, never. And, it isn’t such a good idea for someone else to do the dreadful deed in taking away your life. There will be consequences, I’m sure you’re aware of that. ..Now, emptiness is what I feel each passing day..
you should watch out with weed though, an addiction can sneak up on you..
They make you feel like a failure. This bloody world.
Funny how as the weeks pass, I find more and more people “like me” on this site. My advice? Do what I do and spend time on hobbies. And (vainly) hope for improvements in circumstances.