its been 2 mothes since you fucking destryed me and i walk through every fucking day now more depressed then i was before i have to sit beside you in first period and hear you tlak ab out fucking your new boyfriedn after a week of us breaking up wow yea 2 years didnt mean shit to you but it mean everything to me all the shit ive already been throught he abandonment and the deaths not haveing fucking parents or anyone that gives a shit you get close to em and fuck me over and now im posting this sad ass shit on this excuse for a site because i dont know how else to get my fucking feelings out i jsut wana fucking die i have no reason to live life is a pointless fucking joke and all pepole are jsut fucking sheep heading to the masses and nooene truely gives a damn about you im fucking destroyed inside and if i ahd the balls to end it who would give a fuck anway i didnt even ask to be born so why the fuck shoukld i have to i hate wakeing up and not being happy i cant go one more day like this i need something to fall into one dya of relive or something
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Please don’t die. Every life is precious. You sound so hurt, so abandoned, its touching me to the core. You’re in high school, is it? Then endure! If you do need someone to talk to, you can try talking with me, I’m open, But please don’t look at this as though there’s only one option. Soon you’ll be outta there, and then you won’t have to see their face ever again. If it is this bad, could you request a class change? Always look for more, and when your world is too dark for you to see anything else, then you can always go somewhere to ask someone to show you the light.
You may not believe this, but I felt destroyed for a year by my 1st gf, and a couple more down the road…lol. Actually it’s all good cause it allowed me to realize, I attracted it and gave me the opportunity to learn about myself and how little self esteem and love I had for myself. May sound corny, but that’s all life is experience. When you take it personally continuously, you rob yourself of getting to know you. You are the beginning, middle, and end…you came in this world with you, and you’ll leave this world with you.
You live for you, not anyone else, not a girl…no one. Focus on you brother, and how good you can feel for you. People are not here to destroy you or make you feel bad, we do a good job of that on our own when we play the victim and not gain the new perspective the experience is encouraging us to have. You deserve it! Then you’ll be ready to attract another relationship into your life and you’ll have a different attitude, a better on about the whole deal. Good luck!
its not jsutt hat the shit ive been throuigh before thta i put so much trust in her
All you can do is seek something else.
Before you choose to end things make sure that is what you want.
Make sure there is nothing else you want to do.
Otherwise find something enjoyable to engage in which can serve as a catharsis for your pain.
There are no guarantees but I suggest to talk to someone offline because you seem to want the pain to end and not life to end.
Forgive me if I am incorrect.
High school sucks, there’s no doubt about it. But it really does get better. The people around you grow up, and aren’t such assholes all the time. And people learn how to have decent relationships, and try not to hurt others so much.
softsoul is right. No one girl, no one person, ever defines your life. Your life is much more than a girl. It doesn’t feel like it now, but if there was a girl once, there can be another girl. And another after that, probably, and eventually you’ll discover that none of them are a reason to live. Or a reason to die. It’s your life, not hers. It’s just too soon to decide that it can’t go anywhere.