I have no one. Honestly, I have not one person to talk to about my personal life. I’m hated by almost everyone because I’m different and because I’m not perfect enough. Lately I’ve been thinking about over-dosing, and its not like anyone would be here to stop me. I can’t feel anymore, I’m never truly happy but never truly depressed, I’m numb and I hate it. I don’t wanna be like this, I wanna be loved by atleast one person but it seems its only me that never gets anything. I guess some of you will understand what I’m trying to say, and I just wanted to ask the people that do, how do you get through it? My life is a train wreck and it seems to just get worse everyday. I just want all of it to end, whether that means finding love, being happy, or dying.
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You can talk to me…
Tell me about yourself.
Anything and everything you want.
I WILL listen to u. U sound like u could use a friend and I know I could. Maybe we could help each other because I know how u feel and its not a good feeling.
my whole post is about being alone and nobody caring. This has been the case my whole life. I feel like ending it too. But before you do.. tell me your story. I want to know how bads things are. How did you lose people? how long has it been? you may not want to let it all out but since ive written my story on here i feel like there is somebody out there that knows it all. it doesnt make it go away and it may not make a difference to you.. but try
In answer to your question, I watch a lot of tv and sleep whenever possible. Sometimes I see how long I can go without eating – its a contest against my fat hog self.