I attepted suicide when i had just turned 14 in september… i wrote a song called no regrets and sent it to the one person who has always been there for me. he cried and prayed for me all night.. i was pronounced dead at 3:16 am for a duration of alost 18 minutes, they were able to revive me. the doctors said it was a miracle i survived… and now everytime i say hey to my one friend he says hey my little miracle <3 sadly i still want to die.. but luckily he’s still there for me!!
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Wow, someone wanted you here, and what an awesome friend to unconditionally stick with you. That’s is so awesome! Would be cool to hear a bit about those 18 minutes, the lovely people on this forum may benefit! All the best!
That was my first question too, softsoul; do you remember anything about your death, Csmilz?? I’ve spoken with a few people who have been with others at the time of their natural-death (my father was present for his mother’s passing,) and the stories are always so uplifting, regardless of how much loss is felt or grieving is done. There is something truly mystical about the passage between this world and the next.