these past couple nights ive had dreams of my little brothers.. dreams about me and them running away from all the bad. they’re why i live. what happens when i have nothing to live for anymore? im so scared to be hurt again, so scared that i always have a negative way of looking at things. i try and find god in my life, i try to be a good person. but a good life seems so far away. why do bad things happen to good people? why am i suicidal? why does my mind race? why am i never good enough? im trying. i wish you would see that. im so scared of life, i just want to end it now.
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Hi secrets. How old are you? I’m scared of life too. My mind races. I’ve had suicidal thoughts. I’m a good person. I look at things negatively sometimes. There are a lot of people here like that too. You aren’t alone. And the reason you ought to live, if not for yourself, for your little brothers. I’m sure they love you and would be devastated by you killing yourself. If you need to talk, I’m here. :]
thank you for your kind words, im 18 though.. Yourself?
i think that we are all afraid on some level. And I’m glad that you try to be a good person. those are the people that matter.
I’m 20. Are you doing any better today?