I only knew you from a few postings on here.
But you really seemed like a really kind and caring guy.
Even in your pain you encouraged others.
And you also said quite a few things that added to my education and wisdom.
Your last message seemed to be when you were on your way out.
Out of respect I do hope you found the peace you were looking for.
Yet in the same breath i hope you found a living way to ease your pain.
Wherever you are caucajun, you will be missed.
My brother in life and death…..
Be well wherever you may be.
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I agree, caucajun is a realist. caucajun said it how he saw it, and although sometimes I disagreed I couldn’t help but remember my failures as well. However, we must be strong. Don’t let go just yet. Let suicide be the last resort.
I let go a long time ago.
Years.
Have had a couple of failed attempts.
And could have gone before now.
But the brainwashing by family and peers about the sanctity of life and fear of another failed attempt kept me around. Basicically delusional b.s. and being a coward.
Now I have a perfect method and it will be relatively painless and quite quick.
I’m ready for the end because living has never been worth it.
The ups have never been worth the downs to me.
And no reason for me to waste any more years in this pointless struggle only to get old and do the same thing I can do myself when I am in my prime.
Even though I have my medical issues I still have use of all my faculties and I’d rather go before something and I end up like Christopher Reeve … R.I.P.
thanks , I tiy to encourage life, …….. my circumstances are differeent. Suicide or possibility of 25 to life in prison. I wont make it there. Im 51, even at 25 I;d be old and broken.