when im done playing fallout or oblivion (will I live to buy skyrim or start new vegas?)

I don’t mean when I’ve beaten the games, just when I’ve gotten to a point where I don’t feel like continuting.. same with grand theft auto.. you get to a point in the missions where you don’t feel like playing anymore and just start dicking around(run over pedestrians, try to kill all the town guards, roam dungeons for the fight of it etc etc). Doing what you want to who you want regardless of the consequences to the story or your final score because it doesn’t matter anymore. It’s time for me to destroy my life in that way. I could never hurt anyone because I’m too much of a puss but everything else is fair game. I’m regressing back to the psychopath that I was when I was a kid. Better than a 25 year old emo kid