I’m so very afraid of failing. I have failed myself; I have become weak and patheticly sad. I have lost my ability to fight, tread on, or at very least endure. I failed my parents and any other relationship that became an affair of the heart. I am failing my children.  I am failing in my career and by the time my divorce procedes and finalizes, I will only be a financially failed shell of my former self.  –But most of all I am afraid of failing at suicide.
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Everyone fails. Everyone. I encourage you not to allow yourself to quit over a woman. Divorce is ugly, but you can survive a single divorce. Two? Three? Well then it gets dicey. Just remember that there is no possibility of success without the risk of failure. Ending things is a last resort and is something you need to look at long and hard before committing to it. You are not alone.
everyone fails. it’s only Human. and you are a Human.
this life is Finite and Limited.
but consider the possibility always that: for every Ending, there’s a possibility of new Beginning as well.
Hello jtk, your post really connected with my situation – I am in the same boat, two kids, need a divorce, tons of prssure, responsibilty. The future is not pretty. Send me a note and lets talk N. Calif CTB