Can’t even dance in peace

Today I woke up feeling great. I have been getting accupuncture and it finally started working. I was date raped 6 months ago and contraced genital warts as a result. It finally cleared up. Felt so good, went dancing with friends. I was completely sober, just dancing and having fun. This guy tries to dance wih us and we move away. All night he keeps bugging us, we ignore him the tell him to leave us alone. He goes and gets his friends. They surround us and contined to harass us. The guy gets in my face. I tell him to leave us alone. I am so mad I am shaking. I try to get the bouncer who is nowhere to be found. The guy’s friends back off but he comes back and gets in my face, taunting me, scratches my face enouh to draw blood. I flip out, my friends hold me back and he guy walks away but comes back again. My arms are pinned by my friend so I kick the dude as hard as i can. Feeling so powerless triggered the trauma i went through and i felt so violated and scared. I had to protect myself this time. So i did. I’m not a violent or angry person and I feel horrible that i hurt someone (even if he deserved it). I’m feeling really bad right now. I didn’t get hurt, arrested or thrown out or anything so I know it could have been worse but I still feel like shit. Why do people have to fucking ruin someone elses happiness? Don’t know if I’ll be able to get any sleep. I’m scared that guy is gonna find me and do something to me.