Wow I haven’t cried in forever :’) this sucks really. Well heres the deal,I’m losing another one of my best friends yea what is this the 3rd one? I only have 4 friends I could actually count on and who actually understand me. The one friend I thought I would have forever just cause we’ve been together Forever haha 3years I guess was too long *sigh* well there goes my damn twin/big bro he was the only reason I’m still alive,te only reason I woke up in te morning now…I just don’t know what to do. Yea people are probably thinking “so what wow you lose 1 friend replace them with another one” people are probably thinking this isn’t important well it is to me especially when all my life ive either been abandoned by people or I’ve lost them….
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wow… this is literally scary. I just lost my best friend a few days ago. i think my depression and dependence scared him off… He was like my brother, the closest friend I’ve ever had in my life. Since then, Ive been thinking of killing myself too. youre not crazy. When you really love someone like that, you can’t just get over that… you can’t just forget about that. I’m honestly surprised that I’ve lasted this long after my loss, especially when it was the final straw after a series of horrible things… but, I need to keep going. and so do you. We’ll make it. I’ll never stop missing him, and always wish that he would come back and be my friends again… but I don’t think itll ever happen. He cant be replaced… I hope you can move on better than I have
Thank you I think I can actually go on just a little but longer after reading your comment 🙂 I wish you the best as well