Im not afraid of death because I know exactly whats going to happen. It will be just like before I was born.. i will no longer exist, i will no longer have to wake up only to struggle to get out of bed and face another day just like the last. The only think that seems to keep me going is music.. it gives me some drive, but it wont be enough in the long haul. In school, college and in life in general I have always did my best to do ”as little as possible”… anything that has ever mattered in my life I have never bothered with, and as society calls them ”unimportant” things in life I became obsessed with. I hit the self destruct botton on my own life and thats a fact. Very soon it will be time to finish myself off… im no good at life.
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It would be good to feel more positive perhaps. It would be nice to see you having that kind of experience….I hope and intend the best for you. Good luck!
@softsoul To be positive you need motivation.. I lack motivation since I can remember, its just built in to me.
I feel exactly the same.
In my heart, in my mind i know I cant go on
If i could only make up my mind
To be positive is simply a shift in perspective and choice. Motivation is for action. No action is required to change your mind or your focus.
I feel the exact same way too. Nothing’s going right and i don’t know why i bother. But i just keep hoping something will change..somehow something good will happen.