Its been about a month from when i got out of the hosptil. I was doing so good. I was handling my stress wonderfully. Then sunddenly i asked my best guy frined if he liked a girl and if he kissed her or had sex with her that night. it was a joke. But he turned on me.. And yelled i tryed to appolgize but nothing will ever be the same. I know sit on the floor of my ice cold room asking for God to just kill me. Just end my life now. i started burning and cutting again. Theres know escape. Please someone help me.. I dont want to die, but i do. Im ready to go but idk if any won would care. He woulndt. he probably wants me dead. i made stupid comment i should have to pay for it.! God take my life please.
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It was one comment, and it seems he acted poorly. He will forgive you.
It looks like he over reacted, if he’s really your friend then I’m sure that doesn’t want you dead no matter how angry he is. He’ll forgive you eventually and if he won’t then he’s not worth it, a real friend won’t end your friendship just because of some stupid comment. So if he really will end your whole friendship because of this then he wasn’t your friend in the first place, or at least not such a close friend as you though he was. Maybe you should try telling him this, just say- hey, i know that that comment hurt you and I’m sorry, i didn’t mean it. But if you’re really my friend then you won’t end our whole friendship because of one stupid comment. It’s just not worth it don’t you think?.
Try telling him something like this, if doesn’t work then at least you’ll know that you tried to do anything you can to get him to forgive you. I hope that this helped you.
Hey Shneiderang,
Saying something silly is never bad, and if he overreacted which it sound like he did, maybe he is stressed about something too.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Be mature and apologise and leave it at that. If he is mature he will understand and maybe apologize too. Try not to get your self worth from other people, but love yourself first okay.
Keep your chin up ok…and try be more positive as a person.
Ad Astra
i try so hard… i guess this pushed me so far back its hard to stand up and say yes im okay