Come on, friend. We love you here. Please don’t pick that gun up. We’ll do anything for you, all of us, we promise. Just please don’t make the decision that ends everything. It’s not worth it. I promise. I’ve held a gun to my head before. It’s no fun. Just please leave it where it is. Take the hands of the people that love you and care about you, and hold onto them and let them help you. People do get through this. Be strong. Love ya.
I cant offer much positive advise, as I am too on the brink.
I dont want to tell you to do it, but if you think its whats really best, so it… nobody asks us if we want to live, why should you need permission to end it all.
i hate of people blasting themselves. it’s called h2s. one breath and you slink off to lala land. I was really suicidal now I’m not .. as much. I figured out the only reason I wanted to die now was to give up instead of trying to study and get a career. I say live.
You put your reasons as to why you want to die and end the pain, who you blame for the pain. And if it isn’t good enough to end your life over then I suggest you put that gun back.
I’ll end this right now but answer me this, why do you want to end your life?
Read my last post and you’ll get the idea.
I know you’ll think my problems aren’t serious enough to kill myself over, but they just hurt me so much, especially the last one.
Who could answer that question? What could you possibly write in that note that will ever repay your family and friends of there loss? Nothing. We all have people who care about us, even if we don’t yet know it. The fact that your worried about what you put in that note, but more importantly those left behind proves you have something to live for. Time is a healer, but we all need someone. Someone. Who can lift us high above it all, and that’s what this website is here. You have that here in each and everyone of us on this site. I may not know your story. But I can tell your someone who is strong and assertive, the kind that doesn’t give up when they want something. The kind of person, I would be happy to call my friend. You have what it takes, my friend the strength that it takes to see the day when you can look back and say, it was worth it. I would be more then happy, to offer any help I can.
Wow. Great speech.
Wanted to jump up and start a rally or something.
But, no one truly cares about me, no matter what.
The only reason I stay alive is so the girl I like doesn’t think I killed myself over her.
You’re a really nice guy.
I said before, nothing can change my mind.
There is not a note you can write that will leave any sort of comfort for those you choose to leave behind. Stop and think, “If I care enough about people on this earth to leave a letter for them…..” Why leave this world at all? I have the letter my mom wrote before she committed suicide, and it was awful. It felt like a joke. I would have preferred she didn’t leave anything behind, then at least it was left to the imagination… But her reasons were not plausible- money problems, feeling lonely.. Those are nothing compared to, “I’m too selfish to care about the three young kids I have and husband I’m leaving to care for them, my parents and sisters and many great friends” etc. etc. reach out and ask for help. This site seems like a big family where everyone, regardless of their back story or present situation, wants to help each other out through this roller coaster called life. Put on some music, and breathe. Then think, if you can’t come up with the right words to leave behind, don’t leave this world. I promise you won’t regret it. I’m always here if you need anyone, don’t be afraid to reach out.
-Manda
Currently in my darkest days dude, Valentines Day for me was hell yesterday I fucked myself up real bad. I’d love to be out of it and asleep trust me but if I hurt myself right now I’d be in the same boat as you and the guy I like would prolly think he had some part in it. We all tend to feel like crap from time to time but this is no one way ticket bound for hell. Listen to some music, music is what keeps us all alive inside, no matter who cares for us and who dont.
Please don’t kill yourself. There is always hope, all of you guys and girls that commented. Nobody should have to kill themselves because someone elses actions or mental disorders. There is always going to be help for you. Therapists may not work but people going through the same thing can help you. Think about it please.
Wait. I remember reading your last post. I am so sorry. My dad left when I was 4 and he has been dating woman ever since. He ignores me and the only time he talks to me is when he wants to get me something or talk about my brothers. My mom never really got over if. I am not trying to convince you, I am merely trying to tell you it can get better. Your only a year younger than me. Just don’t kill yourself, or at least think throughly about it before you do. There is so much you can obtain if you stay in life. Seriously.
Ok, using a gun isn’t painless. It’s excruciating but quick. It’s the worst pain you could ever feel but if you do it right it will only last for a second. There are so many things that could go wrong if you don’t know how to angle the gun. You could blow off half your face (I know a guy who’s done that), you end up like me and pull the trigger and the bullet gets jammed and you’re left confused and hopeless. Or you could put the gun away. I’ve held a gun to my head ad pulled the trigger, I didn’t get anything except heartache, and headache, and a scar on my right temple. Don’t use the gun. You’re young, just because you don’t have friends doesn’t mean you’re alone. I learned that the hard way.
And if you think yore psychotic or crazy, you’re not. No one is, we’re just human.
My mother tried hospitalizing me in a mental institution because I said “I don’t care about life.”
So yea, if you’re ever having a bad day just tell me, I’m sure listening to your problems with help me forget mine. And it helps just having someone to talk to, to relate to.
Please dont use the gun like cold blooded freak says …it doesnt always go the way you want,years ago i worked for a rehab house for the blind and there was a guy who shot his eyes out,he was only 17 and a really nice fella it took him a while to trust me enough to tell me i already knew as i had access to his file actually i didnt feel sorry for him he had a girlfriend the same one before the attempt and was a computer wiz but his only regret was shooting out his eyes and the scars eithe side. He said he definatly got the angle wrong but he had a second chance and he grabbed it with both hands…i wrote 13 letters everytime i tryed to off myself but they came back to haunt me mum kept them all the cow and she uses them against me.she thinks she can guilt me into anything but what im trying to say is a letter isnt going to make anyone feel any better and neither is not leaving one you are better to try and figure out a way forward,try maybe so
E councilling might help or just stay on this site a while it got me through a very bad time when i wanted to jump off a cliff im still here i feel heaps better and ive gotten to know whose good to talk to and who is not.stay around id love to talk more with you i know sometimes its hard to beliebe a complete stranger cares but we do ,i do….
What age is old enough so? At what age is it acceptabel to do it? listen @fallingslowly i dont know u, obviously. I dont know ur reason for this, u didnt put it in this post, as for in the comments i dont know cause i didnt read them all, but what i want to kow is what do u think will happen if u do this, what do you think ur family will think if u do this and most importantly what happens if u do suceede, what do you think u will gain from killing urself?
idk, im not going to make that decision. mostly because you just want to fall into the acceptable range
probably after you have gotten serious help, and then, if you still just dont want to live
you leave
You’re 12, you’re just a baby. My little brother is going to be 12 in a month and I couldn’t imagine him wanting to kill himself, I mean he’s just a little kid. You’re just a kid, you have everything to live for. I understand the feeling of wanting to die at that age, I mean I was raped when I was 13. And after some years of getting over it and trusting my ex-girlfriend to get me through the trama everything became easier. I didn’t want people to feel sympathetic for me, I didn’t even want people to know, and keeping that in killed me. And I know things will get hard, High School is hard, but if you find the right person it’s so easy. Just find something worth living for.
And remember, you’re just a baby, you’re not even close to deciding whether or not it’s time to end your life.
@solitarywalker
idk i have had a lot more shit happen than i put on my first post
@Procel
read my first post and i dont want help i just want out
@cold_blooded_freak
my friend calls me a baby all the time because im so short
u have to be abel to explane it to us here cause if u want to write a propper note thats kinda ment to be init, thats if u dont want to leave everyone u love with no answers, but hey if u prefer to just say sorry nd leave em with no closure that works too, and its easier to write
really, i believe still that YOU should really talk to us, you never know, we could be able to help. You say that you’ve been through a lot of shit
tell me about it
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man …
i need help too,
Come on, friend. We love you here. Please don’t pick that gun up. We’ll do anything for you, all of us, we promise. Just please don’t make the decision that ends everything. It’s not worth it. I promise. I’ve held a gun to my head before. It’s no fun. Just please leave it where it is. Take the hands of the people that love you and care about you, and hold onto them and let them help you. People do get through this. Be strong. Love ya.
I cant offer much positive advise, as I am too on the brink.
I dont want to tell you to do it, but if you think its whats really best, so it… nobody asks us if we want to live, why should you need permission to end it all.
Don’t waste your time trying to convince me.
Just answer my question.
I didnt try and convince you for one… you dont need permission to end your life.
Explain your question again? what do you put in a note..
i hate of people blasting themselves. it’s called h2s. one breath and you slink off to lala land. I was really suicidal now I’m not .. as much. I figured out the only reason I wanted to die now was to give up instead of trying to study and get a career. I say live.
You put your reasons as to why you want to die and end the pain, who you blame for the pain. And if it isn’t good enough to end your life over then I suggest you put that gun back.
I’ll end this right now but answer me this, why do you want to end your life?
Read my last post and you’ll get the idea.
I know you’ll think my problems aren’t serious enough to kill myself over, but they just hurt me so much, especially the last one.
Who could answer that question? What could you possibly write in that note that will ever repay your family and friends of there loss? Nothing. We all have people who care about us, even if we don’t yet know it. The fact that your worried about what you put in that note, but more importantly those left behind proves you have something to live for. Time is a healer, but we all need someone. Someone. Who can lift us high above it all, and that’s what this website is here. You have that here in each and everyone of us on this site. I may not know your story. But I can tell your someone who is strong and assertive, the kind that doesn’t give up when they want something. The kind of person, I would be happy to call my friend. You have what it takes, my friend the strength that it takes to see the day when you can look back and say, it was worth it. I would be more then happy, to offer any help I can.
Xaviar003@gmail.com (feel free)
Wow. Great speech.
Wanted to jump up and start a rally or something.
But, no one truly cares about me, no matter what.
The only reason I stay alive is so the girl I like doesn’t think I killed myself over her.
You’re a really nice guy.
I said before, nothing can change my mind.
@aluatox sry
wuz talkin 2 the person b4 u
@taulidplaf where do u get h2s?
The last 2 comments were 2 cold_blooded_freak n Xavier001
fallingslowly
you are my age, please, we need to talk
There is not a note you can write that will leave any sort of comfort for those you choose to leave behind. Stop and think, “If I care enough about people on this earth to leave a letter for them…..” Why leave this world at all? I have the letter my mom wrote before she committed suicide, and it was awful. It felt like a joke. I would have preferred she didn’t leave anything behind, then at least it was left to the imagination… But her reasons were not plausible- money problems, feeling lonely.. Those are nothing compared to, “I’m too selfish to care about the three young kids I have and husband I’m leaving to care for them, my parents and sisters and many great friends” etc. etc. reach out and ask for help. This site seems like a big family where everyone, regardless of their back story or present situation, wants to help each other out through this roller coaster called life. Put on some music, and breathe. Then think, if you can’t come up with the right words to leave behind, don’t leave this world. I promise you won’t regret it. I’m always here if you need anyone, don’t be afraid to reach out.
-Manda
You found a gun?
lucky.
Currently in my darkest days dude, Valentines Day for me was hell yesterday I fucked myself up real bad. I’d love to be out of it and asleep trust me but if I hurt myself right now I’d be in the same boat as you and the guy I like would prolly think he had some part in it. We all tend to feel like crap from time to time but this is no one way ticket bound for hell. Listen to some music, music is what keeps us all alive inside, no matter who cares for us and who dont.
Please don’t kill yourself. There is always hope, all of you guys and girls that commented. Nobody should have to kill themselves because someone elses actions or mental disorders. There is always going to be help for you. Therapists may not work but people going through the same thing can help you. Think about it please.
Cheers,
Holly
Wait. I remember reading your last post. I am so sorry. My dad left when I was 4 and he has been dating woman ever since. He ignores me and the only time he talks to me is when he wants to get me something or talk about my brothers. My mom never really got over if. I am not trying to convince you, I am merely trying to tell you it can get better. Your only a year younger than me. Just don’t kill yourself, or at least think throughly about it before you do. There is so much you can obtain if you stay in life. Seriously.
Think About It Please,
Holly
Ok, using a gun isn’t painless. It’s excruciating but quick. It’s the worst pain you could ever feel but if you do it right it will only last for a second. There are so many things that could go wrong if you don’t know how to angle the gun. You could blow off half your face (I know a guy who’s done that), you end up like me and pull the trigger and the bullet gets jammed and you’re left confused and hopeless. Or you could put the gun away. I’ve held a gun to my head ad pulled the trigger, I didn’t get anything except heartache, and headache, and a scar on my right temple. Don’t use the gun. You’re young, just because you don’t have friends doesn’t mean you’re alone. I learned that the hard way.
And if you think yore psychotic or crazy, you’re not. No one is, we’re just human.
My mother tried hospitalizing me in a mental institution because I said “I don’t care about life.”
So yea, if you’re ever having a bad day just tell me, I’m sure listening to your problems with help me forget mine. And it helps just having someone to talk to, to relate to.
Please dont use the gun like cold blooded freak says …it doesnt always go the way you want,years ago i worked for a rehab house for the blind and there was a guy who shot his eyes out,he was only 17 and a really nice fella it took him a while to trust me enough to tell me i already knew as i had access to his file actually i didnt feel sorry for him he had a girlfriend the same one before the attempt and was a computer wiz but his only regret was shooting out his eyes and the scars eithe side. He said he definatly got the angle wrong but he had a second chance and he grabbed it with both hands…i wrote 13 letters everytime i tryed to off myself but they came back to haunt me mum kept them all the cow and she uses them against me.she thinks she can guilt me into anything but what im trying to say is a letter isnt going to make anyone feel any better and neither is not leaving one you are better to try and figure out a way forward,try maybe so
E councilling might help or just stay on this site a while it got me through a very bad time when i wanted to jump off a cliff im still here i feel heaps better and ive gotten to know whose good to talk to and who is not.stay around id love to talk more with you i know sometimes its hard to beliebe a complete stranger cares but we do ,i do….
ALL RIGHT ALL RIGHT!
YOU GUYS WIN!
I WON’T DO IT!
Goood(:
(:
thank god, you have much more to live for
like what
ugh, listen, you’re a kid
you still have a live ahead of you
*life
epic fail 🙂
life ahead of me?
bullshit
i’ve lived 12 1/2 years, and that’s enough 4 me
once again, you seriously aren’t old enough to make this decision
trust me
What age is old enough so? At what age is it acceptabel to do it? listen @fallingslowly i dont know u, obviously. I dont know ur reason for this, u didnt put it in this post, as for in the comments i dont know cause i didnt read them all, but what i want to kow is what do u think will happen if u do this, what do you think ur family will think if u do this and most importantly what happens if u do suceede, what do you think u will gain from killing urself?
idk, im not going to make that decision. mostly because you just want to fall into the acceptable range
probably after you have gotten serious help, and then, if you still just dont want to live
you leave
You’re 12, you’re just a baby. My little brother is going to be 12 in a month and I couldn’t imagine him wanting to kill himself, I mean he’s just a little kid. You’re just a kid, you have everything to live for. I understand the feeling of wanting to die at that age, I mean I was raped when I was 13. And after some years of getting over it and trusting my ex-girlfriend to get me through the trama everything became easier. I didn’t want people to feel sympathetic for me, I didn’t even want people to know, and keeping that in killed me. And I know things will get hard, High School is hard, but if you find the right person it’s so easy. Just find something worth living for.
And remember, you’re just a baby, you’re not even close to deciding whether or not it’s time to end your life.
@solitarywalker
idk i have had a lot more shit happen than i put on my first post
@Procel
read my first post and i dont want help i just want out
@cold_blooded_freak
my friend calls me a baby all the time because im so short
u have to be abel to explane it to us here cause if u want to write a propper note thats kinda ment to be init, thats if u dont want to leave everyone u love with no answers, but hey if u prefer to just say sorry nd leave em with no closure that works too, and its easier to write
really, i believe still that YOU should really talk to us, you never know, we could be able to help. You say that you’ve been through a lot of shit
tell me about it
where 2 begin
just tell us. no more of this random drama, cut to the chase,
What happened?!?!