If you don’t know the short story, look it up…
I’m always alone, or left alone, the people that supposedly care about me, do absolutely nothing to stop this pain. I’m always told to move on with life. WHAT LIFE? I have nothing left, no way to continue education or getting a job, my credit was completely destroyed by my own school, and my education opportunity completely destroyed by my ex. They take everything from me, but I’m not allowed to be angry, or depressed?! They steal money and people’s lives, and I’m not allowed to do anything to fight back? Why do they get rewarded for being the assholes or bitches they are? Why am I being punished for doing everything the hard, legal, and right way!? I may not be locked up in a room, but I might as well be. I’m locked in a sick twisted society that I want no part of. This society just feeds and fuels the greed of others, and diminishes the hopes and dreams of those who wish for peace and happiness. Life isn’t fair, BULL SHIT! we created a judicial system to MAKE it fair… Do you fucking jobs as a human being, and help others instead of being so selfish. God has no part in this, God gave you FREE WILL, use it to do the right things, stop using it to destroy others.
Personally, I think there are some that deserve to be destoried, like my mother for abusing me my entire life, my exes who used me for sex and money, the school that only had me there not because I was a 4.0 student, but saw an opportunity to steal my money, the government like SSI, or the FIA offices that deny my right to LIVE! Who don’t believe that what I’m going through is real! Not one of them know what this hell feels like, not one of them is willing to help others, unless it’s someone they want. People only help others if they can get a benefit for it first, that way of thinking is fucked up.
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We care about you… We lnow how hell feels like… Im sorry that u feel this way… There are no words
It sounds like you are in a really shitty space lots of crap has been flung at you chuck some back its liberating sometimes!!
Humanity.
Creates ideals and systems and yet the innate selfishness pervades everything. It should be balanced by cooperation but often selfishness wins out.
Yes humans have a decision process but it will never be truly free of the reptilian brain that controls our animal impulses unless we evolve further beyond what we are at present.
There was never a golden age or a paradise, before our modern system rape and theft were the order of the day. The most brutal got the spoils. Now the most cunning and deceitful get the spoils and it is just a different retelling of the same story.
We know it , we live in it as well and we understand.
The thing is that so many accept it and profit from it that it is changing no time soon.
So all we can do is choose actions which do not harm others and deal, or choose to exit.
Knowledge and awareness are torture.
well, doesn’t that just bring whole new meaning to “ignorance is bliss.”… Sometimes I wish I was never told “how smart I am”… or how morally too good I am… It’s sickening… being taught by a society to do the right thing, only to find that the society uses you, and back hands you for doing the right thing. Society lied from the very beginning… Parents are suppose to love their children, health care systems are suppose to help the sick, teachers are suppose to teach, students are suppose to learn, political offices are voted for as our voices, police are suppose to catch the corrupted, corporations are suppose to give jobs, jobs are suppose to give money, money is suppose to give support to live on… it’s all fucking lies, Life is a Paradox. You live, you die, what the fuck is the point? Why am I not allowed to change anything? why am I not allowed to be angry, or upset? why am I not allowed to fight back? Why am I the threat, because I know to much!? Because I might actually win!? Heaven forbid should all the people that have worked so hard benefit what they sowed. Heaven forbid should those that do wrong be punished. Karma obviously doesn’t exist, and god is a sick twisted bastard enjoying the torturing and suffering of “his” followers. That god is not worthy to be worshiped.