I hate who I am. What I have become. I see nothing worth saving.
I am lazy. I am a whore. I am not worthy.
I don’t need anyone telling me that I am because If I don’t believe then those words are just a waste of energy.
If I could overdose without risking it not working I would. I’m so tired.
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i also hate who i am and who ive become…
I feel so numb. I rummaged through my house for pills but can’t find any that’s lethal enough. I would cut but I don’t even know what i’m doing so I’m not going to play with that.
i do cut….
I mean cut the artery in my arm and bleed out in the tub. I don’t want temp. I hit myself, i don’t like the sting from cutting. So I get bruised up.
For someones who hates themself somuch you picked a pretty username, CherryBlossom.
LoL someone already had the name I really wanted
ohhhh. well i don’t cut that.. but I’ve thought about it..
and i also bruise myself
Stop self-harming, recognise that perhaps you don’t have it so bad. You could be homeless, you could be way worse.. Ask for help, talk to people. The world isn’t always friendly but you gotta put effort forward for reward.
You say it like it’s easy. I never said I didn’t try or I haven’t reached out for help. And I never compare my story to any other but to each person what is bearable and unbearable differs.
I could say all sorts of things to encourage you but as you said if you believe you’re whatever you say you are….then you are. But if you change your thought, you change your belief and things could get a bit better. Sending you good vibes. Take care.