i’m over this

i married someone that I wasn’t in love with a few months ago when i shouldn’t have but i didn’t have the guts to call off the wedding before hand.  i spoke to my husband about how i was feeling and i know it was awful for him and i didn’t mean to put him through this after not being married that long but i’m not happy and i haven’t been for a while now.  i thought my family had my back but now i know that my ex is calling my family and talking to them about everything and calling all of our friends and talking to them about everything and talking with people i work with and turning them all against me.  just heard my dad talking about me behind my back which kills me, literally rips me apart.  i want nothing to do with any of these people anymore and i just want to be gone.  please just let this be over with…