I overdosed like two weeks ago. But i never took all the pills.Im tired of seeing people suffer around me and im tired of suffering. So what ive decided and this is not for sure but to either take the remaining pills when i see my psychiatrist tommorow. Ive tried this before. People think im joking so im going to prove that im not. Im scared but i know what i have to do. theres no turning back unless the pills magically dissapear which i very much doubt. SOmetimes i feel like a drug addict cause whenever i have pills i end up taking them and i dont even mean to it just happens and i feel powerless to do anything about it
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Sometimes the medication can make you feel that way. I was on Duloxetine and really had a had turn. At least wait until you see the specialist. Tell them everything.
okay dear,
People think im joking so im going to prove that im not. Im scared but i know what i have to do.
killing yourself to prove to otheres that you have the balls to do it?? no. its not worth it. do you honestly think that you have to prove yourself?? if you feel theres a person in your life that you need to prove wrong on this situation, simply erase them from your life, prove to them that you dont have to prove shit to them! if they want you to kill yourself then they arnt even worth the air they breath, honey you need to live your life. im 16 and when i was about 14-15 ish i wanted to kill myself, ive been through it all, but i found a way to cope. and it was a healthy way too:D but if u cant find at leats a healthy way to cope, just find somehow to get through what your thinking about.
prove to me that your better than that, that you can say no to the insignificants in your life:)