Here’s my story being going out with a girl over a year now and ever since I meet her i had a thing for her and she had a thing for me too and i askd her out one day and she said yes..but then i told her can you promise me 1 thing please and she said what?…I told her please please dont break my heart because your the first girl who has actuall told me they liked me if you break up with me well kill myself 🙁 and she stood quiet but she told me i promise.But I did try killing myself because my best guy friend backstabbed me and that hurt so much so i said fuck it he lied to me and I OD and after all that happened we never were friendz again because he tried playing the victime because he went out with my my girl before me and he said he didnt have feelingz for her when he did and its funny cuz he would mess around with all these other gurlz n tryna play my girl too when we were going out..bt whatevr it s what it is im over it..but letz get 1 thing straight..Im still suicidal till this day because well something happened to me about 3-4 years ago and its coming back :/ my family doesnt like me..always talking shit about me and my girl for no reason and we dont do anything to them..FML..some friends arent who you think they are..people want to fight me at school and what does my school do about it? Nothing!!!….Heres what Im..Suicidal,shy,get mad sometimes,have anger problemz but I do have good gradez in school and a great gf :)..Sucks I thought that I would ever get over the whole suicdal thing but I cant :'(
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it’s okay man.
people are terrible, and you’ll have to deal with it until..
but, until then, you must learn to say Fuck them! people that are talking shit in general.
a lesson that i’ve convinced myself is that talk is cheap, and it doesn’t matter what anyone says. everything EVERTHING that you know is made up. people just like you and i made it all up, so what does it really matter if people talk shit? i know (i don’t know anything) that words can’t really do anything. if i say you’re dumb, it doesn’t actually mean that you’re dumb. words are literally trash, just like money:)
especially if they are talking smack about something (you) that they really don’t understand. it sort of makes their comments even more worthless/unimportant/ simply stupid.
i’m upset with life too, but sometimes it makes me feel better to go outside, listen to some music and yell. it doesn’t matter who hears you.
good luck man, and good jearb in school! now go get some good grades in college, then you can take care of yourself and politely say “fuck the world!”