Hi I’m just a 15yrold girl who has already planed how she’s going to die Wich is for wen I’m 17 Wich is next year but with things going how they are I feel like waiting another year to leave is going to make things harder iv told only my closes friends about it but they don’t care like always they think I’m silly to think that. I may be silly to think it in there books and to have plned it so early. Why do it. Well I just can’t take it any more â€¢being put down at school and at home â€¢ being treated like dirt by everyone. And people don’t seem to understand me as well. Sometimes I just wish I was never here.