Well, I was totally breaking down. Maybe a couple days away from ending it all and you caught me. You found me..even though I know i’m not good enough for anyone, you make me feel like i’m good enough for you. Havent been on here in a couple of days and I’m on here again because my ex boyfriend depresses me. But you’ll text me and ask what’s wrong, and make things better. I’d hate to think where I’d be if I hadn’t met you.
It just seems a bit too good to be true…and that would break me completely.
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Oh my ;_;
Never say you don’t deserve somebody or that you’re not good enough…That’s just not true. Put yourself down too much :/
I can’t believe your ex is back hurting you again… I’m sorry – wish he’d just let you be already and stop causing you pain… You surely don’t deserve to be listening to him, nor does it seem like he is worth your time…
I’m glad( and sure he is ) he is able to help/support you…I do hope things are not too good to be true then… I don’t think anyone would want you to be completely broken…
Do I sense love blossoming? :]
GoodGirl Y.Y
Att. :] How’re you? I miss ya. Oh, and Rain Alicia, I forgot to say the first time around that you are good enough. I completely agree with Will. Don’t ever say you aren’t good enough.
i miss ya too u.u
Is cold when you sleep alone.
Ive been wondering where the white girl went.
Ahh thank you guys <3 He knows I'm not good enough though.
I propose some simple logic…
Apples are yummy
Apples are WORTH it
Rain is an apple
Rain is WORTH it
Rain is yummy
LOL
Hah AtTheEnd..that was funny. Except..im not an apple..more of a..lemon. People eat lemons and make faces =/
I could never be good enough for him. Obviously if the one person that was nice enough to be with me for a year and a half treats me like dirt, then i must be dirt. It’s sad to think, but it logically makes sense. -sigh- And i’m a logical person.
Thank you GG.
Poor 8…
What makes you think that Alicia…?? Seems like he knows you’re PLENTY good enough…
Haha, where the white girl went. Att made a funny. :p We can snuggle tonight.
Sorry Rain, don’t mean to get all mushy reunion on your thread. lol
And what do you mean he knows you’re not good enough? He should.
Only snuggle? D;
Yes, only snuggle. hehe
No my big sister logic is a logical person XD
She’s quite the brutal she-devil. Logic means truth
Truth means pain. You are welcome for the humor.
It’s fine. You are worth it though. Although I understand
why you would feel so…I know how it feels when that one
person who stood out…who was always there…changes..
when they don’t even want to speak to you because you’re
a downer. I know how it feels ot be treated like dirt by
that person…but it doesn’t mean you are dirt. Big sister logic
would say make lemonade c:
AND GOODGIRL why only snuggles? D;
Rain, I kind of know what you mean. If someone says something enough or does something enough… you start to believe it about yourself. But it’s not true. If you’re logical you obviously have to see that he was a scumbag if he treated you like dirt and no one deserves to be treated as such. You deserve respect and love and someone out there will give that to you, probably when you least expect it. You deserve someone that is more than “nice enough”. Someone that wants to be with you and would do anything to make you happy. Isn’t that logical?
It doesnt sound logical to me to believe that I deserve a person that nice when I dont. I do have someone who is really sweet and caring and nice, but I’m not good enough. I’m not what HE deserves because I was used from my previous relationship..I dont deserve much. I deserve this…thank you for helping out though. <3
Who doesn’t like some lemonade? Or a lemon with their drink to make it taste better? etc etc.
I think( know ) you already are MORE than enough for him.
Nice enough to be with you? Seems like he was LUCKY to be with you in the first place and obviously doesn’t deserve it.
Logically speaking? Logically a person can be illogical – aka the ex. It is logical to assume he was WRONG and treating you this way is WRONG. Thinking logically, I think you can see that you did nothing wrong to deserve this, and he is acting incorrectly. Need I say more?
Well, jeez, att, what if I was going to suprise you?
I think GG has it right… You start believe it yourself, and it isn’t true.
Well yea…I pretty much agree fully with GG.
Thank you Will. I’m always right. ;]
Well I didn’t know I’ve missed your touch LOL
So maybe I was too excited? ;3
Att, watch your language… there are children on this site. lol
You guys are cute btw and i dont mind mushiness at all..thought i said this already but i cant find where i did 🙂
So really you need to rebuild what your ex tore down. You need to love yourself. Have you ever tried writing down things you like about yourself, good qualities, and reading them everyday? It could help bring back some self-esteem.
I don’t see logical backing to that… Obviously this person wants to be with you – he doesn’t think you’re “used” – and probably is thinking “Gosh I don’t deserve this awesome girl!” You deserve happiness – you don’t deserve THIS, this pain… 🙁
What can we do to show you that you don’t deserve to be treated this way, that you deserve somebody and to be rid of your sadness?
<3
I sowwie D;
I thought I was being pg-13
Sowwie dear? XD
Rain needs to stop sounding like me c:
It’s quite concerning!
And you dun mind our mushiness?
Oh AtTheEnd you’d better not sound like this, as awesome as you are. And nope. Mushiness is cute to watch :]
Will if he is thinking that, he doesnt know how much better he can do or how pathetic and undeserving I am.
Talking it out is helping a ton. Thank you <3
Lol ATT, pg-13 mushiness – cute.
But I agree, it is concerning!
I think he clearly knows that he probably doesn’t deserve you, and is insanely lucky to have you…He knows it is impossible to do better. And that he does NOT find you pathetic NOR undeserving. In complete likelihood sees the opposite in you 🙂
Trust me I sound this way all the time c:
You better stop sounding like me!!
AtTheEnd YOU better stop sounding like ME! What i’m saying is actually true about myself though. You, on the other hand, are pretty awesome.
Will…I hope you find/have someone that is worth your precious time. Someone that deserves you and is more than someone like me. just make sure its NO one like me
Hey. Feel free to email me. My email should appear on the side next to my comment. No moderation for me! And, boys do not need to define us girls!!! (sorry, girl power talking there. Specifically, virgin mary girl power…. >.>) anywho, question, nate, (yes, i’ve decided on the name) what is it with you and apples!? Just curious.
-bp
Your name links to your twitter 😛
But yes girl power too – most of us guys are crappy anyhow.
What’s wrong with apples? Apples are delicious.
NO you stop sounding like me.
I’m worse than you trust me ;3
hi are there any good helium methods, Im trying to save up moey to buy a tank. Should i look into the simple plastic bag?
Alicia….. Why no one like you? If I got to be with someone like you I’d be one lucky guy I think! I think I have?
Lol you and ATT competing
Will…youre such a sweet and caring guy. You made me feel better today..whoever you have is terribly lucky to have you. She’d better watch out before I kidnap you, put you in a box under my pillow, and pull you out whenever I’m blue..which would be every day.
Yes, ATT. He tries to sound like me…he must have forgotten that it is impossible for awesome people to sound like me. Smh. Poor ATT too awesome for his own good :/
I forgive you, att. Yay! She likes our mushiness. haha. :]
Oh Rain, I’ve said this to Will before, you need to stop being so hard on yourself. I think you need to give yourself some TLC. Because you definitely deserve someone that is kind, caring, sweet and loving. We all can see that. I wish you’d see it too.
I’ll try, GG. <3 Thank you
LAWL you be sounding like me c:
Check my oldest posts ATT has been around
for a while. I’ve caused attempts.
I’m just being described by Rain every time she speaks
@willtickin, yes. Yes they are. I love fuji. And gala. And jonathon. Anywho, creepin’ much? 😉 jk. It only shows up on the author’s view.
@rain alicia, stop being so hard on yourself!!!
Trying is a very good start. I hope you do learn to like/love/appreciate yourself. And if you ever forget, just remember what we’ve told you. You’re welcome <3
*clings to goodgirl* mines D;
Att are you 18 yet? lol
*clings to good girl…..’s cookie* Mines 😀
Haha… uh oh att… I thought you might have had some competition for a second there.
You better watch out ATT, Alicia can win people over like no other 😛
Before you know you’ll be stuck with me lolol
Lol Will exaggerates because he’s so sweet
Distant…i’m sorry its been so long. Its good to see you too and I’ll try not too :] Hope all is well with you
Hi Rain… I’m glad you’re ok. I was worried about you. It’s good to see you… and I hope you don’t stay down for long.
o.o nuuu sadly not 18 yet GoodGirl lol
You waiting for the day I turn legal? XD
And psh Rain has been describing me all along
so I think I’m the one who can win people over 8D