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ALWAYS? Perhaps too much right now and there is no such thing as always. As Bob Dylan wrote: “If tomorrow wasn’t such a long time then loneliness would mean nothing to me at all.”

Takes a village to raise or save a child or an inner child (that part of us inside that is forever young). A post will only save you for a second or two, if that. String together survivable moments and walk across the bridge they make.

Perhaps your moms not around cause she also has a hard time with your dad shaking things off all the time or perhaps he shakes things off all the time cause he feels lost and overwhelmed. Try giving a bunch of hugs to your dad and mom just because you’ll feel better not because they understand.

Look for love, keep looking, keep gardening…rest then plant rest then plant…its all we can do far as I know.

Maybe those kids at school are just testing you…perhaps they see your fear or sadness and want to poke at you to see what you’ll do… a weird way of experimenting externally with what to do with their own feelings by seeing what you’ll do but without them having to be brave enough to admit to their feelings. Or maybe they are just acting like jerks..find what you love..is there something you did with your aunt that you can now do alone? Find people who believe in themselves too cause those who don’t will leave no matter how much they love you…

those horrible feelings are sounding bigger than likely anyone is saying about you. Howe bad could it be? What is your biggest fear? What do you love in life itself no matter who says what about it?

next week someone else will be talked about. just like the hollywood tabloids. here today gone tomorrow and all that remains is how we’ve used our time meanwhile.

speaking of which I got to get out there and try and try and try some more out there in the non virtual world…gots to go make some mistakes trying to do better…

im no athlete but I heard a coach tell a team after they lost to ‘hold the burn’ ..he was talking about the pain and anger and fear of having lost. Holding it rather than trying to drowned it, or cut it out, or suffocate it…hold it learn from it, treat it with care and respect…that is what I’ll try to do today..or maybe I’ll just freak out, melt down and …naw not today.