I sit next to the prettiest girl in the world..
More than a hundred people say “hi” to me daily..
I get treated with more respect in a couple minutes then i have my whole life..
I fall in love with everyone more and more..
I think about suicide..
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i dont even know what to say, but i fell i had to say something. This pulled at my heart. if these things are true, why arent you happy?
i think s/he’s trying to say that s/he’s getting all the respect because s/he’s sitting NEXT to the prettiest girl. ?
I’ve found that the people who seem like they should be the happiest are often the most miserable. It sucks when people are superficially friendly–I think it’s worse than when they’re completely nasty.
I must say this caught my attention. I was runner up for prom queen I was loved by many, no enemies, many friends, so one who loved me, and all I could think about was dieing. I dont know why but I think something about all the attention actually makes things worse Its as if your trying to as wonderful as people think you are and it eats away at you…..atleast for me
i understand that. for me it’s kind of like…it’s scary,i’m terrified they are going to realize i’m not really as great as they think. you feel like a fraud almost.:( it’s hard.
This one is me. ‘I fall in love with everyone more and more, I think about suicide’. Over the past couple of months, I began to love everyone. No matter who they are.
I make above average grades, and I’m pretty polite to everyone. Most people would say that it isn’t right for someone like this to think of suicide, but it happens more than often.