i smiled or even laughed and was truly really happy
i fried my brain with drugs and alcohol
i’m 20 years old
i’m a burden to my mother
i recently lost my job
i got the helium tank and exit bag ready…just need the guts to finally do it theres no way i can stand to be here any longer
i’m a waste of space
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To not feel genuine happiness is sad indeed.
It’s not about guts, it’s about how much your mind/heart is set into ending it once and for all.
Hey I’ll be 22 this year (not that much older than you), so if you want some company, you’re free to email me. WaterLilyFaerie@hotmail.com
yo
Find the characteristics in yourself that someone else would love to have! Thats what i do, and i realize that someone someday again will value me in there life.
Neither can I. You can never be a burden to your mother. That’s what mums are for. I frazzled my brain the same way. It is now being preserved in a jar of vinegar in a laboratory. I hate my job and am only still there because I need the money. You have not put forward and arguments as to why you can’t turn things around. That’s because you can. That’s what I’m doing. The only thing that is wasting space around here is your helium tank. You won’t be needing that, there is another way.
your mother brought you into this world. Yo..she got that party started. 🙂 That’s what mums are for. Oh and dads….where is he?
if you don’t want to be a burden I’m guessing there are ways you can help out, contribute even without a job.
perhaps contentment is a more doable goal right now rather than the big ole happiness thrill.