My new boyfriend of 7 months hates it. Understandable.
My ex boyfriend forced me to have sex with him, got me pregnant and never spoke to me again. At 17 years old back then I didn’t think I’d be going through an abortion.
Why can’t my boyfriend let this go? I’m trying so hard to live normally!
I think about them times every day
I don’t need it to be spoken about anymore then it already has been
Its getting so bad I just want to give up, 4 suicide attempts last year, I know where I went wrong! I just feel like I want to end my relationship, I’m not happy, I’ve never been happy if I’m honest, I was a sad and lonely child that only peadophilles were interested in.
I wish my past would fuck off.
I wish wish wish my boyfriend would drop it
I went through it, not him, he should be supportive, not using it agaisnt me.
What do I do :/
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I would hate to think of you comitting suicide. It would just seem so unfair. I’m impressed you’re still alive with the cards you were dealt.
Why won’t he drop it?
It’s only because he cares. Just explain to him that it’s not helping.
I’m sorry. but your bf sounds like a douche. He is making this horrible thing you went through all about him, him, him. Never mind the fact that you want to move on from your past, and he keeps druging it up. Lets try a test: look out symptoms for narcissistic personality disorder and see if your bf fits.