Hi everyone. This is the first time I’m writing on here. I’m a 24 to man looking just for some chat and maybe some advise. Off the bat I would like it to be from someone older then myself cus with age comes wisdom. I lead a normal life. I’m in school to be a paramedic. I work a decent job and have a good home life. The only problem I’m having is my gf left me rescently. I know it shouldn’t bother me to this extreme. I’ve lost girls before, got upset and moved on. But for the first time in my life I wanna kill myself and that’s a scary feeling. I know we all go through teenage years where things seem hopeless but now this all seems real. I find what I believe is how I wanna die, a place in north jersey and I am ready to do it and I don’t know why. Over a girl? This seems obserd. But some advise would go a long way right now.
Thank you for reading.
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I’ll chat with you, I should tell you that I am considering killing myself for the first time sa well. I am 50 years old and have never considered this before. I am losing my girl too but in a differnt way, she just woke up from a coma and is telling me to go away. I don’t know that I can help you but I do believe that talking to someone helps, and I have no one to talk to now that she is in this condition.
Also new to this but your situation resonates with me. I am a woman of 40 in a similar situation because of love. Seeing perspective in someone elses life is always easier than your own so if you want to message my e-mail is karenfisher1971@yahoo.co.uk
I know you said you wanted to talk to some one who was older but I just had to say I’m going through the same thing. My boyfriend just broke up with me and usually I wouldn’t care but I feel like you do. I just wanted to say I’m sorry for how your feeling because I know it hurts like hell.
Hey guys. Thanks for responding. I hope all is well. I’m here because I am thinking about killing myself. I am NOT gunna do it but I dont cross that line and do anything stupid. I feel weird writing such personal stuff online. I’m 24 and I’m not very good with and don’t trust the Internet. But yeah. I just wanna talk to a like minded normal mature person. Nothing against any younger people on here, I hope they get through this and are all good. Klf I’ll email you. Thank you guys so much for responding and support. I know this is just a bump in the road for most of us an it’s nice to speak about it.
I’m 27 but I don’t fit the ‘normal’ criteria. I mean what’s normal these days.