i acutally thought working and having a job would make things easier for me. But its actually not. it actually just makes me want to continue on with my plan. It just wont be march 31st it would probaly be at the end of june or before graduation. I got the job so i can save up money and run away….then just kill myself. im just tired in every way there is.
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Hey dude, since you already have a date in mind, maybe you should just fuck everything off until then! If you’re gonna die in June, why keep working in a boring job, talking with stupid relatives and friends and whatsoever? Just do everything you always wnated to, don’t care about the money… You’re gonna die anyway, so at least you should live pleased your last days! Cheers!
please don’t give up! are you still in highschool? you said you wanted to die before graduation,but once your out of school you can go somewhere else,life can get so much better!please talk to us,maybe we can help
@felipedossantospoa you know what.. you are so Right!! i didint even think about that. i will. i think when i get my paycheck, im going just say fuck it to everything. whats the point? thanks man.
Or you can spend some time thinking about what has brought you to this point… and how you can change it. Your original plan gave you the element of time… Spend several weeks seeing what you can do to improve your situation… with genuine time and effort.
I don’t know what happened in part one of this instalment. Today I have lost more money than anyone would believe, even in desolation I can’t stop myself. It’s like being in prison, there’s no escape, no future. But I have set a date too. It’s not a date on which I am going to kill myself but a day that I finish my list. I did post it on here before but deleted all my posts the last time I was going to try. The date is 12th March 2013. Hopefully I can make smooth progress these next few months and be well positioned to launch my attack in the second half of the year. Think positive.
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