Tomorrow is the day. I will swallow a few pills all in once. I hope my heart stops beating.
I am sick and that’s what i am. I am a sick fuck. Who isn’t able to do shit. I have no social life, no education, just nothing that is needed to have a stable life. I am a worthless piece of shit and when i die, i will suffer even more because hell is my destiny.
I have one question though, what does efexor 75mg does with your body when you overdose on them? These are anti-depressant pills.
Goodbye.
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I hope you reconsider… and I hope you know that you can do more than you give yourself credit for. Life can get really deep… and really difficult… sometimes. Sometimes it takes a lot of rocky experiences before things stabilize. If you’d like to talk, I’ll listen. Don’t give up.
I hope its not goodbye, i hope you live a long life.. It will cause stomach issues if a higher doseage than recommened is taken.
Please live,
[SyKo]
If i can just get off for a while than that’s fine too. So that means if i overdose on these pills i will be facing the hospital for a few weeks. That’s fine. I don’t want to have anyone around me. I don’t want to wake up every day wanting to die. Placing me in the hospital will make me feel dead because i won’t be living in the same life cycle.
I will be just overdosing on efexor, sirup and maybe some other medication of my parents.
I know how you feel
It’s more difficult than you think to OD efexor.
But why cause more pain? It will only hurt you more, wwwwwh..y?
Overdosing on effexor can give you seizures and cut off the blood supply to your intestines. It would be a terrible, painful death, if it even killed you at all. If you survived, you would have to endure multiple surgeries as the doctors cut you open and try to make your digestive system work again.
Don’t do that.
I hate stomach ache. It’s something i really hate but if i can just get off and send a strong message and survive than that’s fine. I’m going to take about 20+ pills off efexor exel 75mg. I hope i fall down and go into coma so i can’t wake up.
You hate that pain of which you will induce upon yourself.
Sounds reasonable, I will not argue with your words, or try to help, for i can see its not what you came here for. I will say, i hope you don’t do it, and don’t hurt yourself. I hope you forget these wretched thoughts, and move on..
I can’t move on. I fail at every single point in life. Social life and school are one of the things that i find so important but i fail at both of them. One of my teachers told me that if i continue like that then i will not succeed this year. I had to take efexor for my depression but i stopped taking them for about 2 weeks now. If i take these pills, i won’t have the guts to take my own life. So i stopped taking them. I really want to have the guts to take my own life because when i don’t succeed this year at school than i must die.
Now i will only take an overdose to get away from the exams because i have no idea how to study.
Are there people you can work with on your studies? Can your teacher give additional help? Are there peers you can study with? Is there some information you can research online? Does the library have materials you can review? I’m asking these questions because I don’t want you to give up… I want you to do everything you can to succeed. I really think you can succeed at school… Studying can be difficult. I -hated- studying… and I had to reach out in a few classes. Please reach out… Don’t get overwhelmed alone and give up. You can do so much.
I understand now, a little bit at least. You can’t die for such a reason.
I told myself, “if i don’t graduate, i must die”. I thought my life would be over, I didn’t get my highschool, i dropped out, and lived. Then I fell into depression, I was lonely and needed a girl, I wanted to die so bad, so I told myself, ” in three days, if I am still single, I must die.” I waited three days, and nothing happened. I lived another day, and a girl I liked called me, we talked then I took her out to dinner. We started dating after that day, one day after I was going to die.
It is never to late to do things you need to do to improve your life, I got my highschool diploma now, and my GED to, i’m in training right now to get a job. Things just take time..