So…the one person i trusted…i spent almost two years working hard to stop cutting, stop drinking, stop hurting myself for someone I though i could trust…in three words he destroyed everything. I’m back to nothing. i have nothing. i am nothing. But do you know wahts fucked up most of all? I love him. i fucking want him here I want to hug him and never let go and feel the pain go away like it used to when I was home but I can’t cos I can’t even look at him. His name makes me want to bleed out every ounce of blood because I was such a fucking idiot. I fought to find the feelings that i bannished long ago. I gave him the one thing noone else has, my love. But thats fucked now. I can’t trust him.i am wirthless and I am nothing. and that is what i shall always be…
ONLY THE TRUE CAN TURN SHIT TO DIAMONDS.
…guess I’m stuck being shit…