we live in a selfish world , no one cares about you. i am being used, i know that
this world sucks there is no one out there for me.. so why should i live.. for whom?
its hard to be alone,but i have to. i feel so sorry for all the people here.. i believe u have same issues like i have
is there any one out there for me?? who really loves me..i want to be loved truly.. never felt that feeling
being loved. i dont know what i am going to do..i tried to kill my self few times but didn’t work, this time i am going to make sure it happens.. on my birth day just few months away..
i wonder if they will remember me after a week.. i mean my parents and my fake friends
i just wanna say that i love u all.. i feel so bad that there are many people like me alone, wish i was god to give u all a better life
if any one want to mail me i wud be happy to have some good friends b4 i end my life
s.tck40@gmail.com
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To put it bluntly: Being alone sucks. It’s painful. It gives an empty feeling.
Finding some sort of love to at least experience it for a little while is pretty much what is keeping me here right now…
Sorry that you have not found love yet…but I do hope you find at least a glimmer of it. I hear it’s something wonderful.
Now don’t be too hard on others, I think your parents and friends would remember you longer than a week. Why do you believe they would not?
At least you’re giving yourself a few months, use that time for some serious thinking.
Anywho…g’luck.
When I was little I would fantasize about dying on my birthday too! Yea, we live in a selfish world but we also live in a world full of dependence. Everyone needs someone else to survive (hence so many of us want to die when we feel unloved). No one is here today because they did it on their own. We survive off of each other’s strength. If not now, one day you will be somebody’s strength. And that person will miss you if you leave this world. There is a place that you alone can fill. I’m sure your parents love you very much. My parents love me to death but unfortunately I can’t live solely for them. You must live for yourself, nobody can live for you. However I understand your need to live for something. You need to find a passion or a person. If you feel alone then you need to meet new people. Take a class (art, photography, boxing, yoga IDK) or get a new job (you get the opportunity to bond with the people you work with). The world is what you think it is. By changing your thinking you can change your world. Personally I think God gave me a great life, I have been given so much that I don’t have time to ponder what has been denied. There are so many people in the world who are struggling so hard just to live. And, it’s self-indulgent for me to not appreciate what I have. When I read about people like Joseph Kony destroying the lives of thousands of children, I can’t help but appreciate what I have. Instead of losing patience, you need to enrich yourself, get to know yourself, and love yourself. Because if you don’t know who you are and you don’t fall in love with yourself and every inch of your body, it is understandable that someone else doesn’t too.
well im glad u r here with all of us, we need each other on here ….. 🙂