drunk rambling :*

im drunk and depressed, i was having a bad day depression wise and now im drunk at home alone and ive made a packt with myself not to cut for a week but right now i think im going to break it cause otherwise i might take pillsthatll end it. im so glad my computer has autocheck otherwise this would be unintelligable hhahahah. my brain is in a comfortable blurrrrrrrr but everything hurt and i dont understand whats going on. i was just considering calling my ex who im so not over and singing more than this to him. he would never speak to me again. but he doesnt speak to me now stupid cuntface got a girlfriend like 2 days after we broke up still love him though 🙂
im going to go drink more and probably slit my wrists later, i wouldnt really bother commenting on this i wont check it until morning

luuuurrrvve you guise! 🙂 😉 😉 :* :* stay gorgeous