Of those victims that have been sex-abused, the thought of your own body just piece of meat.
Wishing to die, trying your best to detach mind from what that is, a body of filth but with worth to ravish.
Body that young is then out finding guys to ascertain if still a value left there of that pathetic meat, but all that to be found will just be disappointing, if not inviting downrightly another force-entry.
Being young should be fun enjoying school years innocently, but often have to find being called sluts.
As if already there an atmosphere of lust (if not gloomy) stamped on the face since that premature sex experienced, shrouding within however the complete set of body and mind still green.
Instead pawning oneself up to that relentless meat-market, one’d better learn to preserve until that set of body and mind all synchronized.
For the time being, it’s better be self-proficient.
Boldly say NO to any disgusting advance ! (NO means NO)
And by distracting from going on sale, join some activities that are healthy,
even at times sex-craving for boys (or girls) adopt your own masturbation instead to relieve.
To well utilize yourself is much better than in a thought of to be used “again” !
(They say blondes have more fun !)
(What they really mean are girls that stupid enough to only have eyes for men “to help”)
The more in hurt of feeling from that past abuse, the more one would be using lies in daily life to cover stain in pain of remembering.
By escaping, even to inflict own physical pain as substitute, however could aggravate only further by imprinting, such as cutting.
The pain that created and built up, is even contagious, transferable to others !
A mind that often in trying to detach from body, will soon create the symptoms of Schizophrenia and the split personality.
Creating a vacuum effect drawing in energy too, along with that hate in cutting, all that to be drawn in is just negative, and in coming the demons, which feed on submission of fear and of hate, while power that ruminated enough even domineering weak persons that close by, friend or family member would then got sick or even die young prematurely and unexpectedly.
Since good and bad are often co-existing, of victims that still outlive, it’s not hard to find them had been helped by quite a number of good souls, some reminded them a few words, some pulled them through, contingently, of that long road of miseries !
There is an effective way to resort too, is to get justice well served.
Provided that safe and feasible, by secretly videotaping the essential confession out of the rapist, through emotional one-to-one interrogation, ask why that he raped and so cruelly to have put innocent victim through hell. A heart-felt sorry is to be demanded.
Or else, that would be an indictment sufficient to charge too.
And to all sex-abused victims, often a family member there in heart you’ve always been yearning for their love, then start there, re-cultivate that pure force of connection you have been missing !
It’s just a matter to disown and regain, bad and good !