i wanted to go and try to get my temps,found out the city bus doesnt go out that far,dont even know were the building is or what it looks like, and even if i did get um, i can pass my driving test cause you have to use someone you knows car, they wont let you use the driving practice cars they have, did it ever fucking occur to them that just mabey some people dont have friends or family?the only person i know of would never drive hours to help me out, even though they help my sister out all the time, bail her out of jail and shit, drive hours to see her, but me? no,the only friends i am ever able to make in this town are men that only want to use you for sex,noone actually cares,i have staff that have to spend two hours with me a day, they tell me i should get my licence, ya and how the fuck am i sapost to do that, everyone els i knew had a fucking mom or dad or someone to help them out,if people could do every single thing on there own there would only be one person on this planet, cause they wouldnt need anyone els,i can even go down to kenosha anymore, cause my dad says, o ya, ill bring you back, and if im not back on scedual i can get locked up, or recommited, and the dumb *****, doesnt even care, he just goes around asking everyone els to bring me back, and then he gets all angry, then dont fucking ask me to come down then say your gonna bring me back, last time was really close,i almost didnt make it back,he wasnt even the one that brung me back,he can drive hours though to go hunting,what the fuck,i dont have shit, nobody, im sick of it,just because you need a little help once in a while doesnt make you any less independent,im so sick of people that im sick of life, and im so sick of both i could just keel over and die right now,but im pretty sure after life isnt any better then life,so fuck everything
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The afterlife. Hmm, they say heaven is where all the good people get to go. I think you will be lonely there too. 🙁
if i go to heaven,
Well you don’t have to worry about it yet.
This is my email ok. I might not always be here. Ok.
And yeah the system is nonsensical. It’s created by people who live a completely different life to us and we don’t matter at all.
You’re probably right, everyone I’ve met haven’t been “good people” lol.
If you want to talk let me know, all of us here might be suicidal, some might do it and others might make it, in the mean time it’s kind of nice to have someone to talk to so you aren’t completely alone so message me if you need too :3