Feelings: Out of control

You may start wondering, what you are doing. Seek the answer and you will find it.
If you fall, you’ll get back on your feets again – many times. You may fall unlimited times. Don’t worry – nothing happens. Only you may ask what happens 🙂
“But I can’t, but I can’t…” I know what you’re thinking.. you’ll need a hand. Believe in god. Believe in the invisible. Believe in time. Or don’t believe. What you think is right. Seek and you shall find the answer. “But I can’t, but I can’t..” I’m smiling, because you know you have to do it. But I’m your friend. I’m not laughing at you. I’m hearing you. Try again. You are on your way. Back, forward, back, back.. but just keep going. You’re going forward! …… breathe the air. Listen to silence. Feel your heart beeting. Ask yourself questions. What questions? Questions that will help you. You know what questions that won’t help you. Don’t ask yourself, why you can’t do this and that.. don’t ask why your so useless. Don’t ask why you want to die. Because your brain will give you the answers. It is very powerful. It replies you while you are sleeping. Ask how you can help yourself before you go to sleep. Your brain search for an answer for you. “I don’t want to..I can’t” – you have enough time. I’m not worried. You will find some answer that helps you 🙂