i don’t understand the way i act
but its apparently making people react
i dont get why.
i thought i was allowed to be unique.
and one of a kind.
but obviously not, cause boy.
i just got judged
by something i didn’t think i was.
it made me want to cry
it made me want to shout
it made me want to scream,
SHUT THE F*CK UP!
because i hate it when i find out
that the things i do want to make people pout
but the thing is
its all my fault.
i didnt know i was like this
moody self centered b*tch
its great to know it now
for im going to take a bow
this is the end of me
and i hope that my ‘friends’ can see
the other side living within of me
so here i go with the bottle
with the red little tablets
to make my mind go into a panic
before i go from this life
i want to say
im sorry
for not being here anymore