I am living to make people happy, I’m known as the colorful rainbow who brightens up the day where ever i go,I try to make everyone happy so im always smiling and im nice to everyone and when ever anyone needs advice they come to me. I remember when i was so depressed and suicidal and used to self-harm all the time but i don’t do that anymore, now i look at the workd differently it’s like one morning i woke up and realized there was nothing to be sad about,there was nothing to hate. Whenever j was really low i would always remember “there is always someone in a worse position then you” and then i would focus on the good in life like how flowers are in so many colors,how cookies taste so good with milk,how the sunset is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever witnessed. You may think these are simple things but it’s the simple things that keep me going,if you tell me that i made you happy or that i was able to help in some way i would just get a big smile on my face because that’s how important everyone else’s well being is to me. I love life abd im happy because other people are happy 🙂
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I envy you silent survivor, you are a hero. There is so much sadness and hate in this world you truly are a ray of light shining warmth onto this icy barren land.
Someday I will get there, and it’s not because I don’t want to . Someone I thought I could trust robbed me of my happiness. I guess I’m unsure how to get it back, or find some more I guess.
Anywho, enough of my blathering on, I think I shall eat some chocolate chip cookies (my favorite!) and drink a glass of milk, and I shall think of what you said.
Here’s a toast (or a cookie I suppose in this case) to you!
^_^ thank you for your kind words and i hope you find your happiness again, just do the things that made or make you happy and remember that even though that you probably feel lost and you feel like you can’t trust anymore,you could and maybe they betrayed you because they themselves were betrayed before,happiness is everywhere it’s just harder to find but trust me it’s there 🙂