I have just had 2 bottles of wine and know I’m just starting on a bottle of Vodka and I’m no where near drunk yet. That is probably cause I wiegh 21 stone. I have tried to kill myself by a overdose but it did not work and I was called selfish by everyone as I have children. So I have decided to carry on over eating and over drinking something I have been fightging against for 17 years as everyone said it will kill me. I’m 39 and and in the same place I was when I was 23 so why bother so why not slowly kill myself with binge eating and drinking I want to die anyway.
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I had 2 bottles of wine and 60 sleeping tablets and a little vodka and still didn’t die. Have 4 other non alcohol overdoses behind me too, just doesn’t work.
I weighed 17stone 18 months ago, now weigh 10stone. I am going the other route, starvation and hope to be down to 9.5stone in a few more weeks (I am 6’1″). I also hate the “selfish” tag by others. It is probably one of the most ignorant comments people can say, but I have reasoned that it must be because they cannot cope with the reality properly.
I have found though that the drink just brings me to a worse state, but not in a way that helps me to die.
Nobody feels your pain except you.
And almost every decision we make as humans is selfish in some way.
Do what will ease your own pain.