Update i guess…

I know the feeling im in the same please as you are, the thought of bringing pain to the ones i love is unbearable makes you not want to do it. I say that you should tell someone what you are thinking of doing, someone that can help you trust me after you tell them you feel so much better at least i did, i felt like i got the world of my shoulders when i told my therapist i was planning on killing myself and no i did not get send to the hospital bcz it turns out that bcz the day i picked was two months away im not consider an immediate danger to myself so i cant be send to the hospital. awesome right.