So I have s terrible family, no friends, I’ve totally ruined the best relationship I’ve ever had. I don’t see much reason in moving on any more, I’ve been stuck in this rut for my entire life… I’ve wanted to die for so long, and I’ve only ever once attempted suicide when I was 11 (17 now). So yeah, I have no hope and no faith in this life. The only thing that’s been really holding me back from killing myself is that I don’t want people to feel bad over my death (stupid right?), but the agony of living it is worth them feeling bad. I only ever wanted a friend…
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If you want a friend, open your eyes and go out and meet people. They may not become your friends but it’s a start.
Just keep holding on. You’re only 17, you’ve got plenty of life to live and I know it sucks at times… But it gets better. And if it doesn’t there’s always another option…
Hey. So I feel what you’re going though right now and really hope that things get better for you. I’m 17 too and I probably won’t understand everything you’re going through, but if you’d like you can email me and we’ll see how much we can relate. I kind of just want someone I can share all my thoughts with without being judged or anything.
elhombreosopuerco@yahoo.com
(it’s a silly email, I made it six years ago :P)
Best of luck!