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Hi, Sorry for you pain and your heartache but you are young. I’ve prayed day after day for the last 14yrs to get no answers. They say we are here on this planet as a test before we get to where we are really going. Really?? i dont know how much i believe that honestly. Why are we punished here for so long before the good happens. i’ll never know. I to have had my heart broken time and time and time again, maybe everytime by the one that is suppose to love and care for me, my signifigant other, but it does happen. like an old guy told me, “the only people that can hurt you are the people you let get close”. It’s true it’s really is. i’ve been good at not letting people get to close but at the same time maybe thats part of my problem, maybe it’s not. who knows. but all i can say is wait till you live liife a little to think about ending it. i’ve always said wait till your at least thirty. then you’ve lived on your own, lived life a little. you may find out your happy you didn’t end it all and your happy with how things are then. but if you leave now, you’ll never know. stay strong, hold your head high, if you need an ear i’ll listen. take care
LB