Im ok now… Right?

Zoe, your death wouldn’t change anything with other people. Don’t worry about other people because your death won’t change them. The way society is full of arrogance these days it would probably validate what they thought in their opinions. If you want to kill yourself, do it and don’t worry about others, because they probably won’t care after a few months. I’ve bore witness to that one where a friend of mine said “you will regret it when I’m gone” and we tried to support him and then he killed himself finally. The funeral was sad, but as with everything, life goes on and now he’s merely an afterthought. It sucks, but it’s just what happens. Fuck doctors and psychiatrists. They are all pill pushing assholes paid to make us zombies bending to the ways of society.