I’m so done.

I finally told someone about how I feel. Two of my friends. One of them was really supportive and told me to come to her whenever, the other was a *****. She got mad at me and said that she always asked is I was okay and if I needed help (she never did). Now I realize how dumb it was, they really don’t care that much. All they care about is how they look, not about how I feel. I should’ve just kept it to myself, I’m such an idiot. Honestly, I feel horrible all the time, and then I felt worse. I can’t help myself and I’m losing any of the mingling hope that I had that something else could save me.