please put a lid on all the noise

i just want to get out! i need to escape….
i’ve never before seen this place as a prison, it used to just be my home.
but the last few months have taken it all out of me. i cant do it.
i just need to leave, loose contact, recover from the mind fucking these people have put me through… but i have got not one place to go.
im so lost in the dark!