I fell asleep before I could actually do it.. Then I wome up, and my mom was home. I didnt want to take the chance of her walking in and finding me unconcous and calling an ambulance.. She has a couple weeks off from work so.. Im still here. Im such a fuck up, I even fucked my own suicide up.
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Most people fail their first attempt, and their second, etc. You aren’t a fuck up. But I would seriously consider the consequences of killing yourself and why you really want to do it.
Thank god you are still here. Why are you in such a hurry to kill yourself?
Hi ABH, sorry to hear how you’re feeling. I understand you want to exit but you sound young. You need to live life a little. I’ve told many people to wait till they are out on the own away from home. Things are way different on your own. Most of all make a plan, do you really want your mom finding you? Would that traumatize her? I know myself I’ve tried many times and failed each time in succeeding, however I can still talk, walk and breath on my own. Stay strong, think positive and hold Ypur head high. Take care.
LB