the human species is a species I do not belong to, yet I am part of it
I feel like an alien soul that was dropped off on earth to observe humans,
and that my people have forgotten to come pick me up .. neglectful bastards
on one hand, I’m tired of routine: my days are too similar to not get bored
on the other hand, I find lots of comfort in knowing what to expect .. I’m bored to death but at least I feel safe
(safe from what ?)
I must be missing out on a lot of experiences by being very withdrawn
but since there’s a lot of deceit in human nature (in my experience), I don’t think I’m missing out on much
I’m tired of fucking duality, and of forcing myself to be concerned with life
I’m tired of being trapped in this stupid, twisted and confusing realm I do not enjoy nor expect anything from
I don’t want to think, feel, learn, grow etc .. all I truly desire is not to be here
fuck the universe for choosing to ignore my mayday calls
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This is the story of my life. funny we think we’re alone with our feelings
OmG!I thought I was the only one who thinks and feels like this
Yeah fuck the universe bastards!!!!
I completely agree with you!!!
good to know they’re other people with the same mindset
there’s noone in my entourage with a similar mindset, noone to relate to .. they all have goals, hobbies, they can think of a future .. they can enjoy the human experience while dispassion and disinterest are taking over my mind and soul
life really sucks when you have to live it from an ‘outside the box/matrix’ perspective .. tired of all these musts and expectations
I guess we have to hang in there till we can no longer stand it
*keep going till
Very relatable, completely agree with you and those who have commented.
I can totally relate to what you said truthbetold!!
@maria deep down, you know you’ll never find what you’re longing for on earth, right ?
maybe we should build a spaceship and leave this shitty planet
@we should 🙂 If we could
I can’t belive I found someone who thinks exactly like me 😀
sometimes I think I’m just here to observer everything like a watcher while people ignore me or refused to acknowledge me.
I would say you’re not feeling human because, truly, you aren’t. None of us are. Most of the people we feel like we’re observing simply haven’t clued into that yet…so they continue to display a closed off range of emotion that makes us feel we don’t fit in.Has anyone who’s feeling this way ever looked into the possibility of being a lightworker? I was surprised when I read the the characteristics; they described my behaviour completely (both good and bad) I’ll quote this link…clik to read more. Maybe you’re here to help in some way.Characteristics of Lightworkers:-Lightworkers don’t feel like they “fit in†with the majority of the people in the world. -Lightworkers feel that that they were different from others, and misunderstood by most people (sadly, often members of their own family).-Lightworkers believe they are here for a divine “purpose,†even if they haven’t found out what it is yet, and this nags at Lightworkers and generates a chronic feeling of inner urgency and restlessness.-Lightworkers’ childhood was difficult, painful, and/or lonely.-Although Lightworkers often feel lonely, they would often rather spend time alone than hang out with people who don’t understand their true self. Lightworkers sometimes find themselves “faking it†in social settings in order to fit in better and not be seen as “the weird one†in the room.etc etc…http://indianinthemachine.wordpress.com/2011/07/15/are-you-a-lightworker/