Many People See ThemSelves In The future, But I Dont, Honestly I have No Idea What im Doing Here In The first Place I Feel Like I’m An Outcast, I Look Around Me And EveryBodys Happy,Everybody Feels Like They Wake Up Each Morning For A Reason,Not Me Of Course. I Dont get Why I Am Here, And Each & Every Day That Goes By I Wonder Who I Am? And It Seems Like Every Second That Passes By I Lose Myself A Little More. I Feel Like Shitt All The Time And All I Can Do Is Feel It….
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Time goes on ahead and if you don’t catch up it leaves you behind. Think of someone from the 1970s they had to move on to adapt to the world that it is today and if they didn’t they’d probably have a hard time coping with changes. It’s a similar situation. You have to let go of the past- not forget but start living in the present. Nothing happens overnight. Take one step at a time and i know that you can get the life you deserve.
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You can beat yourself up if you want but you’re not alone…I’m going on 9 years of this, it’s whacked. Just look for relief as much as you can otherwise you’ll frustrate yourself more in the process. I make myself up by the moment. Good luck.
Hey,
its crazy feeling so… I have been thru it. Yu feel totallly blank n crap!!! But what yu can do is start little by little. Figure out what yu like doing – drawing,painting,cooking,reading, gardening, writing, art , dance or any other thing. Play for a while… Try little by little to bring back the spark in you to live. It must be very difficult i understand… But yu need to do this for yourself.. Just start lil by lil… Even if u dont feel like doing it, just do it. Divert ur mind .. N within time yu will be doing great!
Thanks Sounds Like A Good Idea Thanks((: I Actually Love Cooking,Soccer,And Mostly Things That Keep Me Moving And Energetic But Over Time I Dropped All Those Things,HopeFully If I Try getting Back In My Feet I Can Enjoy Doing All That Again, Thanks For You’re Guy’s Help-XoXo Melissa