IDK how to overcome with worthless feeling. I have a beautiful daughter and I was married to her dad. I am really pissed that I am stuck raising her alone. I have had a successful career that I choose to leave behind. Now I struggle everyday with bills, work and my 3yr old. There is not a day that goes by where i dont plot or plan my death. I always think of a way that wont affect my daughter because I would never want her to be hurt by my actions. I am extremely overwhelmed and I dont get my purpose. I know everyone says she is my purpose but I honestly feel that she is better off. I am always depressed and I am constantly becoming more and more withdrawn from friends and people in general. I dont know what else to do but DIE!!! I just want my daughter to grow up happy and healthy and nevergo through to things that I did.
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If you have any friends nearby that can stay around you for days at a time, I suggest that. Someone that can help out a little bit with your daughter and make sure you don’t do anything that will affect her life negatively. Stay strong.
She will not grow up happy and health is you split. And that is major flawed thinking…thinking she’ll be better, that’s just an excuse for you not to own your situation. It may be crap, you may feel like crap..but you need to stay in the drivers seat and keep making decisions. That I do know. You have to live for yourself..be happy, breathe, eat, dance..etc…for yourself. When you have the courage to do that, your child sees that and learns to take on that selfish way of being because that’s the way….if we’re not selfish enough to look after our own well being, health, & happiness, then we have nothing to give anyone. Good luck!