Welcome, step inside my mind!

If you aren’t worried now, its a matter of time,

Till you break through the seal, and feel what i feel,

even then for you it will never be real.

My mental health? How bad could it be?

Well its hanging by threads! Im crazy you see?

Depression has me thinking of things that are vile,

I cut and i bruise and it makes me smile,

The pain I enjoy it, frightening enough,

And when I try to put the ones that I love,

first instead of myself,

It really makes me think…

Don’t do this they love you, try for them,

But my mind just continues to sink..

I needed help before this point…

I couldn’t do it alone,

But since nobody would notice….

I found solutions of my own…

And what do you do when there’s dreams,

And they feel as real as they seem,

your arms have scratches upon them…

So what do you do then?….

I’ll just keep living every day,

in this horrible state..

Who knows how long it will take me,

Before I finally act on my fate.